What in the world is going on?

Some research . . .

The information presented below is not intended to align with any political view or convey any particular belief or theory. It is just a collection of articles from sources that in most cases appear to be mainstream or credible, though you should evaluate the sources at your discretion, and determine on your own on a case-by-case basis if you deem the source credible or noteworthy.

Quotes come directly from the sources and currently there are active links to each source, but there is no way of guaranteeing the information/links will always be available.

The information here is collected only for the purpose of asking the question, “What is going on in the world?” and leave it to the individual to think about this information and come to their own conclusions.

All discussion, debate, speculation, doubt, inquiry, affirmation, confirmation or conjecture is not only tolerated, but encouraged. Inquiry and debate is the basis of a free society, which I will declare I am a proponent of.

This is merely a compilation of information.

It is up to you what you want to think about it or do with it.

“Some embrace a vision of a “post-human” or “transhumanist” future where people will be so dramatically transformed that they are no longer human. While this is a marginal view, transhumanist advocates are vocal proponents of “enhancing” physical and cognitive abilities though genetic modification as well as implants and other surgeries, in hopes of transcending aspects of the human condition like aging and dying. From their perspective, the fact that many applications of biotechnologies for these purposes would likely exacerbate existing inequalities is typically of little concern.”

“The Post-Human World: A conversation about the end of work, individualism, and the human species . . .The Atlantic, Feb 20, 2017

Thompson: Let’s say the future for most people is a universal basic income, wonderful psychedelic drugs, and virtual reality video games. People don’t starve. They aren’t miserable. But they also stop striving. The Walt Disney virtues—challenge yourself! go on an adventure!—are sacrificed to live permanently inside of Disney-style entertainment. Is that utopia or dystopia?

Harari: Most philosophers will say that your hypothetical is a dystopia. A far worse world.

But you could argue that people already spend most of their lives in virtual games. Most religions are virtual games superimposed on the reality of life. Do this, and there’s a penalty. Do that, and you get extra points. There is nothing in reality that corresponds to these rules. But you have millions of people playing these virtual reality games. So what is the difference between a religion and a virtual reality game?

What will humans make of their robotic overlords? “I can’t imagine,” Lovelock says. “It must be a bit like a dog trying to understand a genius.”
NBC News Now, August 25, 2019

“Cyborgs Will Replace Humans and Remake the World, James Lovelock Says” NBC News, August 25, 2019

“Ex-Facebook President Sean Parker Reveals One of the Biggest Advantages Rich People Have over Everyone Else” Business Insider; November 10, 2017

“[G]ive us billionaires an extra hundred years and you’ll know what … wealth disparity looks like,” he said.

Parker continued:

“So … I’m going to be like 160 and I’m going to be part of this, like, class of immortal overlords. [Laughter] Because, you know the [Warren Buffett] expression about compound interest. … Give us billionaires an extra hundred years and you’ll know what … wealth disparity looks like.”

“The Fourth Industrial Revolution: What it means, how to respond”

“We stand on the brink of a technological revolution that will fundamentally alter the way we live, work, and relate to one another. In its scale, scope, and complexity, the transformation will be unlike anything humankind has experienced before. We do not yet know just how it will unfold, but one thing is clear: the response to it must be integrated and comprehensive, involving all stakeholders of the global polity, from the public and private sectors to academia and civil society.”

“America’s Hidden History: The Eugenics Movement” Scitable by NatureEducation; September 18, 2014

“The United States has an imperfect history. Some of our darker chapters include slavery, the decimation of Native American populations, and atrocities committed during our various wars. A quick survey will reveal that most Americans have learned about or at least heard of these events. However, ask the average person about the “ eugenics movement” and you are likely to get blank stares. We at Genetics Generation believe it is time to raise awareness of this tragic time in our country’s history.”

“Eugenics and the Nazis–The California Connection” SFGATE November 9, 2003

“Eugenics would have been so much bizarre parlor talk had it not been for extensive financing by corporate philanthropies, specifically the Carnegie Institution, the Rockefeller Foundation and the Harriman railroad fortune. They were all in league with some of America’s most respected scientists from such prestigious universities as Stanford, Yale, Harvard and Princeton. These academicians espoused race theory and race science, and then faked and twisted data to serve eugenics’ racist aims.”

“What Was Operation Paperclip” “This controversial top-secret U.S. intelligence program brought Nazi German scientists to America to harness their brain power for Cold War initiatives.” History.com June 2, 2014

“Tuskgegee Experiment: The Infamous Syphilis Study” History.com, May 16, 2019

“As a result of the Tuskegee experiment, many African Americans developed a lingering, deep mistrust of public health officials. In part to foster racial healing, President Clinton issued a 1997 apology, stating, “The United States government did something that was wrong—deeply, profoundly, morally wrong… It is not only in remembering that shameful past that we can make amends and repair our nation, but it is in remembering that past that we can build a better present and a better future.”

“Bill Gates has a Warning about Population Growth” World Economic Forum: September 19, 2018

“Nobody Knows How to Interpret This Doomsday Stonehenge in Georgia” Smithsonian Magazine, September 10, 2013

On the stones are ten instructions:

  1. Maintain humanity under 500,000,000 in perpetual balance with nature.
  2. Guide reproduction wisely — improving fitness and diversity.
  3. Unite humanity with a living new language.
  4. Rule passion — faith — tradition — and all things with tempered reason.
  5. Protect people and nations with fair laws and just courts.
  6. Let all nations rule internally resolving external disputes in a world court.
  7. Avoid petty laws and useless officials.
  8. Balance personal rights with social duties.
  9. Prize truth — beauty — love — seeking harmony with the infinite.
  10. Be not a cancer on the earth — Leave room for nature — Leave room for nature.

“Jeffrey Epstein Hoped to Seed Human Race with his DNA” The New York Times, July 31, 2019

“Mr. Epstein’s vision reflected his longstanding fascination with what has become known as transhumanism: the science of improving the human population through technologies like genetic engineering and artificial intelligence. Critics have likened transhumanism to a modern-day version of eugenics, the discredited field of improving the human race through controlled breeding.”

“Bill Gates’ relationship with Epstein” Business Insider; October 12, 2019

“Bill Gates Met With Jeffrey Epstein Many Times, Despite His Past” The New York Times, October 12, 2019

“Jeffrey Epstein, the convicted sex offender who committed suicide in prison, managed to lure an astonishing array of rich, powerful and famous men into his orbit.

There were billionaires (Leslie Wexner and Leon Black), politicians (Bill Clinton and Bill Richardson), Nobel laureates(Murray Gell-Mann and Frank Wilczek) and even royals (Prince Andrew).

[Jeffrey Epstein’s charity: An image boost built on deception.] 

Few, though, compared in prestige and power to the world’s second-richest person, a brilliant and intensely private luminary: Bill Gates. And unlike many others, Mr. Gates started the relationship after Mr. Epstein was convicted of sex crimes.”

A new MIT report on Jeffrey Epstein raises questions about how much to blame billionaires like Bill Gates Vox January 10, 2019

“Harvard Science Professors Kept Meeting with Donor Jeffrey Epstein Despite His Sex Offender Status” NBC News; July 12, 2019

Harvard Professor and Two Chinese Nationals Charged in Three Separate China Related Cases Department of Justice, January 28, 2020

“The Department of Justice announced today that the Chair of Harvard University’s Chemistry and Chemical Biology Department and two Chinese nationals have been charged in connection with aiding the People’s Republic of China. . . Zaosong Zheng, 30, a Chinese national, was arrested on Dec. 10, 2019, at Boston’s Logan International Airport and charged by criminal complaint with attempting to smuggle 21 vials of biological research to China.  On Jan. 21, 2020, Zheng was indicted on one count of smuggling goods from the United States and one count of making false, fictitious or fraudulent statements.  He has been detained since Dec. 30, 2019.”

“State Department Cables Warned of Safety Issues at Wuhan Lab Studying Bat Coronaviruses” The Washington Post; April 14, 2020

“Two years before the novel coronavirus pandemic upended the world, U.S. Embassy officials visited a Chinese research facility in the city of Wuhan several times and sent two official warnings back to Washington about inadequate safety at the lab, which was conducting risky studies on coronaviruses from bats . . . The research was designed to prevent the next SARS-like pandemic by anticipating how it might emerge. But even in 2015, other scientists questioned whether Shi’s team was taking unnecessary risks. In October 2014, the U.S. government had imposed a moratorium on funding of any research that makes a virus more deadly or contagious, known as “gain-of-function” experiments.

“Gain of Function Research” National Institutes of Health

“Certain gain-of-function studies with the potential to enhance the pathogenicity or transmissibility of potential pandemic pathogens (PPPs) have raised biosafety and biosecurity concerns, including the potential dual use risks associated with the misuse of the information or products resulting from such research.”

During this process the USG paused the release of federal funding for GOF studies anticipated to enhance the pathogenicity or transmissibility among mammals by respiratory droplets of influenza, MERS, or SARS viruses.

On October 16, 2014, the White House Office of Science and Technology Policy announced the launch of the U.S. Government (USG) gain-of-function (GOF) deliberative process to re-evaluate the potential risks and benefits associated with certain GOF experiments.

“Ban on gain-of-function studies ends” The Lancet; February, 2018

“The US moratorium on gain-of-function experiments has been rescinded, but scientists are split over the benefits—and risks—of such studies. Talha Burki reports.”

“Can You Patent a Disease?” CBC June 12, 2013

“You can’t patent something that is naturally occurring, he says, but if an organism is modified in some way, it is patentable.

“The outbreak of a novel coronavirus in the Middle East is not only raising worldwide health concerns but triggering questions about the ability of organizations to patent the genetic sequences of diseases for profit. . . ‘You can’t patent a disease condition per se, such as cancer or influenza,’ says Schwartz. ‘But if you’re talking about patenting a lifeform like a bacteria or virus, if altered by man, the answer there is yes.’ . . . A patent is a form of intellectual property that allows the patent holder to control the use of a product or method of doing something. That control includes the ability to charge royalties for its use.”

“The rationale for patenting a genetic sequence such as the novel coronavirus is to be able to develop products, such as diagnostic tests or a vaccine, that could be marketed and sold, says Bernard Dickens, professor emeritus of Health Law and Policy at the University of Toronto.”

“Profit is what underlies the whole patent system,” he says.

“NIH Re-Opens The Door to Creation of Super-Viruses” Forbes; December 27, 2017

“In the microbial world, though, technology has caught up with fiction. Scientists today can create viruses from scratch, as they’ve already done with the polio virus, back in 2002. Using the tools of modern genomics, virologists and microbiologists can make pathogens much, much more deadly. But would anyone really want to do this? The answer, it turns out, is yes.”

“Inside the Chinese Lab Poised to Study World’s Most Dangerous Pathogens” Nature; February 22, 2017

“But worries surround the Chinese lab, too. The SARS virus has escaped from high-level containment facilities in Beijing multiple times, notes Richard Ebright, a molecular biologist at Rutgers University in Piscataway, New Jersey. Tim Trevan, founder of CHROME Biosafety and Biosecurity Consulting in Damascus, Maryland, says that an open culture is important to keeping BSL-4 labs safe, and he questions how easy this will be in China, where society emphasizes hierarchy. “Diversity of viewpoint, flat structures where everyone feels free to speak up and openness of information are important,” he says.”

“Deadly Germ Research is Shut Down at Army Lab Over Safety Concerns” The New York Times; August 5, 2019

PATENT FOR CORONAVIRUS “Severe acute respiratory syndrome corona virus” Patent US2006257852

“Why Corporations are Psychotic: These ‘People’ Are Not Healthy” Psychology Today; March 16, 2011

“If corporations are indeed “persons,” their mental condition can accurately be described as pathological. Corporations have no innate moral impulses, and in fact they exist solely for the purpose of making money. As such, these “persons” are systemically driven to do whatever is necessary to increase revenues and profits, with no regard for ethical issues that might nag real people.”

SARS-like cluster of circulating bat coronavirus pose threat for human emergence Published in final edited form as:
Nat Med. 2015 December ; 21(12): 1508–1513. doi:10.1038/nm.3985.

“Utilizing the SARS-CoV nfectious clone, we generated and characterized a chimeric virus expressing the spike of bat coronavirus SHC014 in a mouse adapted SARS-CoV backbone.”

Event 201:A Global Pandemic Exercise: Friday, October 18, 2019

“Event 201 was a 3.5-hour pandemic tabletop exercise that simulated a series of dramatic, scenario-based facilitated discussions, confronting difficult, true-to-life dilemmas associated with response to a hypothetical, but scientifically plausible, pandemic. 15 global business, government, and public health leaders were players in the simulation exercise that highlighted unresolved real-world policy and economic issues that could be solved with sufficient political will, financial investment, and attention now and in the future.”

Science Alert: December 21, 2019

“For the people overseeing nationwide vaccination initiatives . . . keeping track of who had which vaccination and when can be a tough task. But researchers from MIT might have a solution: they’ve created an ink that can be safely embedded in the skin alongside the vaccine itself, and it’s only visible using a special smartphone camera app and filter.”

August 5, 2019 The New York Times

Newsweek 4/28/20

“In 2019, with the backing of NIAID, the National Institutes of Health committed $3.7 million over six years for research that included some gain-of-function work. The program followed another $3.7 million, 5-year project for collecting and studying bat coronaviruses, which ended in 2019, bringing the total to $7.4 million.”

PATENT: WO2020060606 – CRYPTOCURRENCY SYSTEM USING BODY ACTIVITY DATA March 26, 2020

Human body activity associated with a task provided to a user may be used in a mining process of a cryptocurrency system. A server may provide a task to a device of a user which is communicatively coupled to the server. A sensor communicatively coupled to or comprised in the device of the user may sense body activity of the user. Body activity data may be generated based on the sensed body activity of the user. The cryptocurrency system communicatively coupled to the device of the user may verify if the body activity data satisfies one or more conditions set by the cryptocurrency system, and award cryptocurrency to the user whose body activity data is verified. PATENT APPLICANTS: MICROSOFT

“Alright, so this is a weird one.

Microsoft has removed a new ad featuring artist Marina Abramovic after right-wing conspiracy theorists accused her of Satanism, Artnet News reported. That sentence may read like a MadLib, but unfortunately it describes an actual thing that happened in real life because the world is currently hellbent on proving itself a far stranger place than any of us imagined possible.”

“The United States Supreme Court reached a decision recently, concluding that federal law protects vaccine makers from product-liability lawsuits that are filed in state courts and seek damages for injuries or death attributed to a vaccine.

In the 57-page opinion written by Justice Antonin Scalia, the Supreme Court explained that the National Childhood Vaccine Injury Act of 1986 (NCVIA or Act) preempts all design-defect claims against vaccine manufacturers brought by plaintiffs seeking compensation for injury or death caused by a vaccine’s side effects.”

Bill Gates says the world would need as many as 14 billion doses of a coronavirus vaccine to stop the virus

Bill Gates on Where the COVID-19 Pandemic Will Hurt the Most

“Fauci: ‘No Doubt’ Trump will face a surprise infectious disease outbreak” : Jan 11, 2017

Dr. Fauci Lectures: Flu vaccines, pandemic predictions National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases

“Study: Getting flu shot 2 years in a row may lower protection” March 1, 2013; Center for Infectious Disease Research & Policy”

“The findings come amid a growing number of studies that raise questions about flu vaccine effectiveness (VE). They include, among others, last week’s CDC report that this year’s vaccine has worked poorly in elderly people and three recent European studies showing that vaccine-induced immunity in the 2011-12 season waned after 3 to 4 months. Other studies have cast doubt on the long-standing belief that a close match between the vaccine virus strains and circulating strains improves VE.”

“Researcher ‘on verge of making very significant’ coronavirus findings shot to death”

“A medical researcher said to be on the “verge of making very significant” coronavirus findings was found shot to death over the weekend in Pennsylvania, officials said.

Bing Liu, 37, a researcher for the University of Pittsburgh School of Medicine, was found dead Saturday inside a home in Ross Township, north of Pittsburgh, the Allegheny County Medical Examiner said.

He had been shot in the head and neck, the agency said.

An hour after Liu’s body was discovered, a second person, Hao Gu, 46, was found dead inside a car less than a mile away, the agency said.”

“Bill Gates and His ‘War Against Cash’ are a Threat to Our Liberty, Economist Warns” Sputnik May 7, 2020 “A consortium of powerful interests that include Visa and Mastercard, the International Monetary Fund, billionaire Bill Gates and the US Treasury have been slowly lobbying for cash to be abolished worldwide and replaced with digital only currencies.”

“The Immense Impact of Bill Gates Sr.: Head of Planned Parenthood”

European Coronavirus Patent 2014

“WHO report explores patent issues concerning flu viruses” Center for Infectious Disease Research & Policy; October 17, 2007

“Why the Push for a Quick Coronavirus Vaccine Could Backfire” Politico, March 20, 2020

“In some cases, a vaccine that hasn’t been properly tested could make people sicker. And if there are complications, the public relations problems could mount, spurring an anti-vaccination sentiment.”

“The Population Living in Acute Hunger May Double This Year Due to Coronavirus” PBS April 21, 2020

“Roughly 135 million people across the world lived on the brink of starvation last year, according to the World Food Program. That was before the coronavirus spread to nearly every country across the globe, overwhelming vulnerable medical infrastructures and spelling disaster for even the world’s most robust economies. Now, the United Nations agency fears that the number of people facing food crises across the world will nearly double — spiking to 265 million this year.

“Coronavirus pandemic ‘will cause famine of Biblical proportions” The Guardian; April 21, 2020

“How complicit was Silicon Valley? For months, tech billionaires have been on the ropes over the ties they maintained with money manager Jeffrey Epstein well after he was indicted and registered as a sex offender in 2008. Many of those connections centered around MIT’s Media Lab, an institution popular in Silicon Valley and that had a concealed fundraising relationship with Epstein.”

“In China, Anger Simmers Over Coronavirus Doctor’s Death” The Wall Street Journal, February 7, 2020

China’s Social Credit System: “China has started ranking citizens with a creepy ‘social credit’ system — here’s what you can do wrong, and the embarrassing, demeaning ways they can punish you” Business Insider, October 29, 2018

“The Complicated Truth About China’s Social Credit System” Wired June 7, 2019

“Dallas salon owner released from county jail after defying orders by reopening early” The Texas Tribune May 7, 2020

“I have to disagree with you, sir, when you say that I’m selfish, because feeding my kids is not selfish,” she said in court Tuesday, CBS DFW reported. “I have hair stylists that are going hungry because they’d rather feed their kids. So, sir, if you think the law is more important than kids getting fed, then please go ahead with your decision, but I am not going to shut down the salon.”

“Surfer Fined $1,000 for Ignoring Coronavirus closure in Manhattan Beach” Los Angeles Times; March 29, 2020

“This New Coronavirus Spy Drone Will Make Sure You Stay Home” Forbes March 5, 2020

“UK Police Use Drones and Roadblocks to Enforce Lockdown” The Guardian; March 26, 2020

“WHO says There is no need for healthy people to wear face masks,” after the CDC told all Americans to cover their faces.” April 7, 2020

“Child Sexual Abuse Reports are on the Rise Amid Lockdown Orders” NPR April 28, 2020

“Coronavirus Lockdown is Taking a Toll on Mental Health, Especially Among Women, Study Finds” Forbes; April 8, 2020

“Isolation Has Profound Effects on the Human Body & Brain” Science Alert; February 3, 2019

“The Perils of Social Isolation” Psychology Today; November 12, 2016

“The Effects of Chronic Fear on a Person’s Health” 2017 Neuroscience Education Institute Congress, a Friday session focused on the physiology of fear and it’s impact on wellness.

“Who’s behind the Chinese takeover of world’s biggest pork producer?” PBS News Hour; September 12, 2014

U.S. Close to Meat Shortage After Major Plant Closes Over Coronavirus” Time; April 13, 2020

“Farmers Forced to Euthanize Livestock as Coronavirus Strikes Food Service Industry” CBS News; April 27, 2020

“How to Grow Your Own Food in a Modern-Day Victory Garden” The Washington Post; April 6, 2020

“Seeds in high demand as people try growing their own food during coronavirus pandemic” The News & Observer; April 15, 2020

“Michigan Bans Many Stores from Selling Seeds, Home Gardening Supplies, Calls them ‘Not Necessary'” Forbes, April 16, 2020

Agenda 21 United Nations Sustainable Development

“Wuhan Seafood Market May Not Be Source of Novel Virus . . .” Science; January 26, 2020

“As confirmed cases of a novel virus surge around the world with worrisome speed, all eyes have so far focused on a seafood market in Wuhan, China, as the origin of the outbreak. But a description of the first clinical cases published in The Lancet on Friday challenges that hypothesis . . . Because the Wuhan Municipal Health Commission noted that diagnostic tests had confirmed these 41 cases by 10 January and officials presumably knew the case histories of each patient, “China must have realized the epidemic did not originate in that Wuhan Huanan seafood market,” Lucey tells ScienceInsider. (Lucey also spoke about his concerns in an interview published online yesterday by Science Speaks, a project of the Infectious Disease Society of America.)”

Freedom . . . even when you don’t agree

Today I’ve been thinking about freedom.

It’s simple really.

People should be free to make their own choice about their personal beliefs, their bodies, who they choose to spend their lives with, what they want to say, and how to raise their children.

Screen Shot 2015-02-04 at 9.24.21 PM No, I’m not saying that murderers and child abusers should have the freedom to do anything they want. What I’m saying is that when people are not harming others, they should be allowed to be free agents and make their own decisions.

Now some would like to suggest that what I do with my body is their business or somehow affects their well being, or could potentially “harm others,” but really for the majority of the time this is absolutely not true.

At some level we are all at risk just by walking out the front door. There’s a myriad of ways that we could be harmed out there in the world.

When people start dictating our every move, we might as well just stay home.

Some people might think that we should only be allowed to say something as long as it isn’t offensive or against the mainstream way of thinking.

Well, this isn’t freedom either.

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We have to be willing to stand up for the freedoms of even those we don’t agree with because who’s to say that one day they won’t have the authority to silence us if they get the opportunity.

For the most part, most things that other people do really isn’t any of my business unless they make it so. I want to be left alone to make my decisions and I want to leave others to make theirs.

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It takes a great deal of strength to stand up for an unpopular view  that goes against the mainstream. There aren’t many people who have that kind of strength, but these are the only people that have ever really radically changed the world.

Screen Shot 2015-02-04 at 9.20.20 PMIf we can’t stand up for the unpopular idea or opinion, we must at least stand up for those who will.

Freedom doesn’t necessarily require brute force. Sometimes it just requires a strong voice.

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A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood

It was a lovely day for a Sunday hike on the nature trails that back up to our neighborhood.

The trails are part of a system of trails created by the Audubon Acres Society of Chattanooga and they stretch for miles running along the South Chickamauga Creek and surrounding areas.

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First we hiked to an ancient Native American village site called Little Owl Village where archaeologists uncovered a hearth and shelter that was made by native people who wintered there hundreds of years ago.

Screen Shot 2015-01-25 at 9.40.57 PMI met up with our neighborhoods who I joined for a stroll along the creek which looks more like a river now as the waters today had risen high along the banks.

IMG_2402From our back porch we have a panoramic view of Lookout Mountain and the surrounding ridge lines, a view that stretches for miles overlooking what is now the greater Chattanooga area.

The ancient mountains in the distance make up the Cumberland plateau and enclose the Sequatchie Valley.

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Every day I’m in awe of this amazing outpost, gazing out to the gently rolling hills and long ridge line of Lookout Mountain, one of the longest plateaus in the world.

It is amazing to think that these mountains, the Appalachians, could have once been the tallest mountain range in the world, rising up taller than the Himalayas.

I can’t help thinking that the ridge we now call home must have been a sacred spot for the native people who once called it home. Just being able to look out into the distance and see so far must have been a great benefit to them.

They could probably have easily seen weather systems moving in or even kept an eye out for foreign people entering their territories from a distance.

It must have been so difficult to be forced from these beautiful vistas, herded like cattle to unknown and unforgiving lands on the brutal Trail of Tears. Certainly this is one of the darkest chapters in our nation’s history, one that may be often overlooked and easily forgotten.

I have always felt an attachment to these mountains, their hidden places and ancient people. Just in the distance I see Lookout Mountain knowing that a valley just beyond is where my mother was born and raised.

I’m lucky to be here and to now have neighbors to hike the trails and enjoy the scenery with today. I appreciate the scenic beauty of this landscape and keep the memory of my ancestors alive in this place.

It feels like home to me here for reasons that run deeper than just my love of the mountains.

At a more primordial level I feel as though I belong here, as if remnants of a soul from my past made a home and family here long ago, also loving the beauty and serenity of the place as I do now.

imageThough the valley that stretches out before me has changed due to the addition of modern highways, billboards, and city lights, the backdrop silhouette of those mountains remains the same as they did 500 hundred years ago when the native people walked these woods and enjoyed the smells, sights, and sounds of earth as I did today, reminding me of the relatively of time to the slow rolling mountain peaks and the precious beauty of each fleeting moment that a passerby experiences along the way.

 

Staring at My Palm vs. “The Power of Now”

It’s no secret that I love my smart phone.

Probably the main reason I love my smart phone is because it is connected to the internet, which I also love.

It is also true that I’m probably slightly addicted to both the internet and my smart phone.

This is not a unlikely confession. I think most people today are addicted to the internet and staring at their device in the palm of their hand.

It gives a whole new meaning to the idea of being “left to our own devices.”

Sometimes I feel I have a love-hate relationship with my smart phone. It really is awesome, but I don’t like being a slave to it either.

For one, I don’t always love the idea that I should always be available to anyone at any time. On the other hand, I also like that I can make contact with people any time I need to.

But at a certain level, having a phone with us at all times has taken away the advantage of being unavailable when we are doing other things that are either more important or more enjoyable than being available or interrupted by the phone ringing, beeping, or buzzing.

I have a family member who does not have a cell phone, and he is a young person, not an octogenarian or Luddite or anything. I would say the majority of his family members are super annoyed that he doesn’t have a phone and therefore is “unavailable” or “unreachable” what seems like to them most of the time.

For me, I get it, and I not-so-secretly admire that this person has stood his ground and not sucumbed to the “I’m always available to everyone and everyone is always available to me” mentality. It more likely that he just doesn’t want to spend the money on the cell phone every month. But I like to think there is also a rebellious spirit to his decision as well.

I am almost envious of this person’s freedom from the cell phone, and this may be why I subconsciously forget to turn my phone’s ringer back on after I’m done with a full day of teaching classes, sometimes for days, and that I resist checking my phone’s voicemail box, and when it is full, I resent clearing it when people inevitably start getting frustrated with me that it is full. That is most certainly my own rebelliousness at play.

But even this guy with no cell phone has a hand-held device. And he stares at it a LOT.

Another thing about my smart phone that irritates me is that I’m almost constantly tempted to stare at my palm.

I’m annoyed with myself for doing this, I’m annoyed with my students for doing it, and it annoys me to see people out in public staring at their palms and obviously ignoring the living, flesh-and-blood human being that is sitting right across from them or next to them.

credit: "Let's Not Talk to Each Other" by Michael Coghlan

Photo credit: “Let’s Not Talk to Each Other” by Michael Coghlan

Today, I feel that I stared at my palm more than I should have when I could have been giving more attention to my kid.

This feeling causes “mom guilt,” which is another subject entirely that I will likely approach at a later date.

All day I kept making a conscious effort to put my phone down and look up, be present, actually listen and respond to my son, knowing that, relatively speaking, it won’t be that long before he will also be staring at his palm and not that interested in what I have to say or even if I’m listening and responding to him.

I really dread that day, and I hope I can prevent it from coming somehow, or at least deter the impact of it. I don’t want to be the family of people who are all staring at their devices when they think they are having “family time” together. I know this happens, and it makes me sad.

But I’m trying to do my best.

I will need to teach my son how important it is to actually SEE the person in front of him, to live in the present moment, and resist the pull to constantly scroll through the digital universe in the palm of his hand.

This is a value thing that most people probably will not just instinctively or naturally adopt in the stare-at-our palm age.

My son has been left to his various devices since before he was even two years old. It is my job to teach him about the importance of enjoying the present moment and giving attention to the people that surround him.

I still don’t put my phone down enough to enjoy what Eckhart Tolle calls “The Power of Now.”

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I like Eckhart. He reminds me of a benevolent elf. He exudes a calmness and peacefulness when he speaks about savoring the joy in every single moment.

Here’s a quick video in the person-drawing-out-the-message-with-a-squeaky-marker genre that explains the Power of Now.

For those who haven’t actually heard Tolle speak, I really recommend  listening to the man himself. Just hearing him speak and seeing his elfish, happy face is almost like a meditation in itself.

Basically, according to Tolle, if your house isn’t on fire or you are not in an immediate situation that threatens your life, then well, probably things are pretty good really, and any problems or discomfort you might be feeling is probably coming from your own mind.

If you stop to think about it, this makes a tremendous amount of sense.

Almost all of my problems are either caused by or exacerbated by my thinking about them or, in some cases, even creating them in my mind.

I don’t know for sure, but I think Tolle would agree that staring at our palms does not exactly allow for the fullest experience of the power of now.

Of course, it is not always bad to look at our devices, but it is also very important to check in with our five senses, all five of them, and more fully experience and engage with the world around us, especially when it is the people we love who surround us and long for not only our presence but our attention.

I kept looking up and scolding myself today. “I’m being that parent, the one that lets the kid run around the playground and never looks up, not even when the child excitedly calls out to them, or when they try to engage them in games of imagination. I’m not being present. I’m missing it.”

“Uh huh, that’s nice sweetie. Uh huh, I see you. Yeah that’s great.” Scroll, scroll, scroll.

It makes me sick to be this person, but I am sometimes. I am consciously trying to balance staring at my palm versus harnessing the power of now.

I’m not always good at this, but I’m glad I’m trying to be better at it, and I hope to be able to teach my son to do the same and look up to see the real-life beauty of the people and places of the NOW around him.

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A “NOW” moment that I’m glad I didn’t miss, even though I used my device to capture it.

There are a lot of great things about being left to my own devices, but there are also a lot of great moments that I hope not to miss along the way.

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America’s “Sleeping Prophet”

Have you heard of Edgar Cayce?

He was an ordinary man who could do extraordinary things, and he is called “America’s Sleeping Prophet” and the “Father of Holistic Medicine.” He is widely regarded as one of the greatest psychics of all time.

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Edgar Cayce (1877-1945) was a photographer by trade, but he is known for his ability to go into a trance-like state and diagnose people’s illnesses and offer medical advice that was very effective in treating their various ailments.

Sounds weird, right?

Well, actually, his ability to do these readings is well documented, and his holistic remedies are known to have helped many people.

And he wasn’t some kind of weird mystic. He was a normal man with a normal worldview.  He believed that he was given this ability by a Higher Power in order to improve the life of others.

He also gave readings on a number of interesting topics like ancient archaeology, reincarnation and spirituality, metaphysics, and future prophecy.

During his waking life, Edgar was a regular man, a devout Christian and Sunday school teacher, and well loved by his friends and family. But his remarkable ability to do these psychic readings made him quite a celebrity in his day.

Since his death, it has been revealed that he did readings for US Presidents, famous movie stars, writers, artists, military intelligence officers, and even the mother of Ernest Hemmingway, who was concerned about her son’s writing and apparent mental torment.

Cayce’s readings were known to be very accurate and helpful to thousands of people. He used his gift to help others for a majority of his adult life, and even more remarkably, there are over 14,000 detailed, written accounts of his readings and their accuracy and efficacy.

I have been fascinated with this character in American history for almost two decades, and I’m always interested to learn more about his teachings and simple solutions to life’s ailments and predicaments.

Today his legacy lives on in through A.R.E, the Association for Research and Enlightenment. Their website is a portal to a world of holistic health information, metaphysics, as well as the readings themselves that Cayce is known around the world for giving.

One of the best things about Edgar Cayce is that he used his abilities to help people. 

Edgar Cayce offered his help to the world without profiting or scamming anyone in the process as he never even charged people for the advice he gave through his readings.

I’ve read a couple of books about Cayce’s medical advice and other teachings. He was able to tap into an other-wordly source that provided people with knowledge and inspiration that lives on today.

This Decoding the Past documentary provides a good introduction to this man and his amazing abilities.

Of course, people like to hype up the “doom and gloom” of prophets, but Cayce was actually very positive. His source explained that mankind is not bound to any future doomsday fate. We have the power to change our minds and hearts and even our destiny.

A cataclysmic end times scenario is not set in stone. We do have free will and can alter our course in our personal lives as well as in our collective destiny as the human race.

Just think about this: It has been 70 years since the invention of the atomic bomb. Despite the proliferation of these horrific weapons, we have not experienced the mass destruction of nuclear winter that so many people of the 20th century predicted. Somehow, we have thus far avoided extinguishing ourselves in this way. It’s a miracle, really.

Could we really be changing things for the better? Are we altering our path to avoid inevitable destruction?

This is not to suggest that there still aren’t many threats that we face as a human race. Of course we have much to overcome. But maybe we are beginning to redirect ourselves as a human race.

Maybe we will not choose the insane path of assured mutual destruction?

Maybe instead, we will choose the path of love and end up in a golden era of peace that so many religious and spiritual teachings have promised us.

If this seems idealistic and woo-woo, then good!

Perhaps it is just this kind of thinking that will re-direct us to the right path without the doomsday ending. Yeah, things are really bad in some ways. But things are also really, really amazing in many ways too.

I’m trying to realize the simple and everyday miracles that I experience in my daily life, things like having nutritious food, warm running water, and an amazing device connected to all the people and information I could possibly need or want in my pocket or palm at all times.

Now that is pretty amazing and never before in human history have so many people had access to so much, including each other!

Louis C.K. has a hilarious and poignant bit about this very concept that everything is amazing and yet still people complain.

He is right. We experience miracles every day if we are only willing to look up and see them.

It can’t be BAD to think that life on earth is getting better instead of worse, right? And if we think it enough, it could be that we believe it into being true.

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HSP: The Highly Sensitive Person, for real?

Today on my way to work, as I sped down the highway, I noticed the strong smell of McDonald’s.

Sure enough, I was passing an exit that has a McDonald’s just off the highway. It occurred to me that I could probably smell the food because I am a Highly Sensitive Person.

I also noted that I was wearing sunglasses and it was cloudy outside. I almost ALWAYS wear sunglasses when I’m driving or just generally when I am outside during the day, again, because I am a HSP.

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Bah! What does that even mean, that I am a HSP, Highly Sensitive Person?! I admit, that even a short time ago, not more than a year or so, I would have scoffed myself at the label, HSP. But it turns out that being HSP is  now considered a real condition that, for a lack of a better word, people can actually be diagnosed as having. There are even books written about living in the world as this kind of person.

So what, does it mean I cry easily?

Well, yes, of course it means that. But it also affects my life in many other ways being this type of person. Being highly sensitive affects my life in all areas, physically, mentally, and spiritually too.

Being highly sensitive can be a great strength and a great weakness at times as well.

For one, I am physically very sensitive. My skin breaks out in rashes very easily, I’m allergic to many things, and my sense of smell is extreme. I can barely tolerate strong-smelling perfumes, cleaners, or air fresheners. Any strong smell, like gasoline for example, gives me an immediate headache. I feel that I can smell almost every minute smell in a room, that is when my nose isn’t stuffy because I’m allergic to something in the room.

My eyes are very sensitive to light. I feel ridiculous sometimes when I’m wearing my sunglasses in public because I know people must find it strange, like I’m trying to be a movie star or something, when I wear sunglasses on a very overcast day or forget to take them off in a grocery store. Light of almost any sort makes me squint. I detest florescent lights. I’d much prefer spending leisure time in a dimly lit room, warmly filled with ambient light, not just for aesthetic reasons, though that is part of it, but mostly because I cannot tolerate any bright light.

Physically, I have to watch what’s in my environment, wear gloves, and be mindful of what I encounter or allow into my purview of experience.

Mentally, I tend to overreact to the moods of others or the “vibe” that they put off.  I explained to my husband to think of me as being a huge antennae. I pick up on things even without them being said or expressed. So if he’s putting off a vibe, I’m feeling it, perhaps even more than he is sometimes.

I have to also be mindful of who I surround myself with, how I respond to them, and avoid trying to assume too much what others are thinking and feeling unless they directly tell me their feelings and thoughts. Although I am very perceptive of others, I’m no mind reader, and thinking that I am has landed me in trouble sometimes.

Spiritually, I have to stay focused on the good and not let myself drown too much in the negative forces of the world.

For example, I’m bitterly grieved that my lovely original post that explained all of this in greater detail disappeared from the earth when I hit “publish,” and so an hour of writing just vanished into the ether. I feel almost physically sick over it, but perhaps the Universe was just saying, “That’s enough. No need to explain so much.”

Basically learning how to deal with myself as a HSP, and teaching my husband how to deal with me as an HSP, has dramatically changed my life for the better.

It’s tough being this way sometimes, but I’ve learned to see the good in seeing the world in such a bright and vivid way.

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Pip’s Story

Today I made a video about my chihuahua, Pip, that I rescued on October 3, 2014.

I spotted Pip dragging himself alongside the road near a gas station across from the local Costco. At first I thought he had been hit by a car, but when I got out and started looking at him, I realized that his back legs had been tied together.

How could anyone be so cruel?

Of course my soft heart kicked into overdrive and I knew I couldn’t leave this poor, sweet baby to die on the side of the road.

I also knew that keeping a chihuahua puppy would be a hard sell for my mountain man of a husband, but in the end, he is pretty tender hearted too.

It didn’t take long to realize that Pip would require a lot of work on my behalf, and a lot of patience and tender loving care. Because of his injuries, he could not feel his back end very well, and he was incontinent.

I had to come to terms with the fact that I was caring for a disabled dog. 

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Potty training Pip has not been easy, and it’s still a work in progress. Every morning I have to clean his bedding and he requires a weekly or bi-weekly bath. But he is getting better and better day by day.

When people hear Pip’s story, it is natural for them to be angry that someone could be so cruel to an innocent puppy by tying his legs and leaving him for dead, but this is really a story of hope and survival.

Although there are people in this world that do bad things, there are also a lot of good people out there who are willing to step up and right the wrongs of others. 

Even though Pip requires a lot of extra special care, he is a joy to my son and all the children he meets. He is a loving little dog, and he tries to be a good boy.

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I’m happy that we were able to take in this little dog and give him a good life. And even though it hurts me to think that someone was cruel to him, it makes me feel good to know that my husband and I were able to have the love and patience to make a happy ending for Pip.

I know every day many good people make the decision to save the lives of animals in need.

Life is sometimes hard and full of surprises. And sometimes we receive the greatest blessings when we are willing to take a chance and open our hearts to love.

Here’s to life’s happy endings!

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Robot Friends

Meet our new robot, Cedar.

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He’s like a Roomba but $200 cheaper.

This robot is rather simple in design really. He just dusts the floor, and our floors are a bit of a brutal chore for him, but he does his job as best as he can rather well, bouncing around the house and under the furniture.

My 4-year-old son was immediately taken with this robot. The dogs were terrified or annoyed, I couldn’t quite tell.

My son picked Cedar up in wonder and curiosity, he followed him around the house, and he was rather worried when Cedar silently stopped when he encountered an object that he could not glide over or bounce around.

And this is what struck me about my kid’s immediate fascination with the robot. My son innately felt connected to this simple, round (mostly) autonomous robot creation. And when my husband picked him up to check out Cedar’s progress (the amount of dirt and dust collected), Brodie shrieked in a most protective way, “Don’t take it apart, Daddy!”

My son has bonded with the robot.

He instinctively seems to care about it, empathize with it even.  And this took place in only a matter of minutes.

It made me think of this movie from my ’80s childhood.

“Johnny #5 is alive!”

Don’t hurt the robot!

I couldn’t help thinking that in the not so distant future, there will probably be many more of these robots in our homes, doing chores diligently without supervision, needing only an occasional charge or part replacement, but they will probably, almost certainly, get our love and appreciation, if not affection, whether they need it or want it or not.

For some reason, it seems like it is programed in us to relate somehow to these animated non-human objects, or even in some cases inanimate ones, like stuffed animals.

I think about my cell phone and how well, I actually LOVE it. It is, after all, amazing. And most of us are in love with our smart phones, or if not in love with them, definitely obsessed.

So as a human race, we will be living with robots in our daily lives with more and more frequency. We may even merge with these machines according to the transhumanists.

Many people will naturally form relationships of sorts with robots. We will care for them, about them, and probably deeply appreciate them.

I guess the question is, as these machines evolve, will they be programmed to do the same for us, to connect with us, feel for us too?

Of course there’s the potential Terminator scenario in which the robots get pissed and take revenge.

But also there seems to be an innate possibility for some kind of deeper connection to take place, as in the scenario of the recent movie Interstellar in which robots are actually characters that the audience sympathizes with at some level, and one robot ends up sacrificing itself willingly and helps collect the data to save humanity. There’s also the new movie Big Hero 6 that has a very loveable robot that sacrifices itself for the main character in the film. It’s actually a pretty common theme in movies when the theme is not about how robots take over and try to destroy mankind.

I wish my new robot could do more, but I appreciate his efforts.

My husband suggested that we should go behind and sweep up after him, which to me kinda defeats the purpose of having a robot that sweeps. Then he speculated that at least the robot is pushing around trash from places we normally wouldn’t go, like under the bed, and at least he is collecting dust bunnies that can be easily disposed of after they are brought out into the light of day.

I can’t help wondering what kind of relationships we will develop with these machines and what other forgotten bits and pieces that they will help us discover, perhaps about the nature of creator and creation, and what it means to be humanly ourselves.

Content of Character

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Today is Martin Luther King day in the United States. It is a day to remember a great man who stood for justice and equality for all, but even more than that, he stood for the great power of love to transform the masses and the world.

For anyone who has not seen or heard MLK’s iconic “I Have a Dream Speech,” you owe it to yourself to listen to the majesty of this speech, which is widely regarded as one of the best speeches of the modern era. As a scholar of rhetoric, to me the speech presents not only an example of brilliant oratory skill, but also a message of hope that still resonates today.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.”   Martin Luther King, Jr. 

Look, I know things aren’t perfect. There is still injustice, there is still social inequality, there is still brutality, there is still hatred, fear, and ignorance, but there’s also this.

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My niece with her beautiful family.

I see a lot of happy couples and families who have members of all different colors and shades. I see a lot of people who love each other for the content of their character instead of their race or religion. In fact, I see people all the time relating to one another despite their differences, helping one another, smiling, laughing, learning and growing with one another.

I see a world that is a lot better than it was in 1963 for people like my niece, her husband, and her two kids.

But I’m looking for good and so that’s what I’m seeing all over the place.

Yes, we still have a long way to go. Poverty, the military industrial complex, the prison industrial complex, social inequality, social injustice, the educational system etc. etc. etc.

There’s a lot of problems that need fixing.

But let us try to see and acknowledge all the places in the world where love is winning. I think Dr. King would want us to do that too.

Ride on the Peace Train

“Now I’ve been happy lately, thinking about the good things to come. And I believe it could be, something good has begun.” ~  Yusuf Islam a.k.a Cat Stevens

I love Cat Stevens, and I’m posting his song Peace Train because I think it is a nice tribute for MLK day, but also because ole Cat, now Yusuf Islam, has been a controversial figure due to his conversion to Islam in 1977 and subsequent disappearance from the pop world for almost three decades thereafter, and I think the conflict between the Muslim world and the West, promoted and exacerbated by the mass media, needs our love and attention desperately in order to be solved.

The thing is, people in the world are being conditioned to be afraid of Muslims. Some would argue this fear is warranted. Others, including myself, might caution you to remember the term democide.

Governments have proven to be more deadly than any other group in human history. And Christian nations have been known to provoke violence and death on many more than one occasion, and are still doing so, sometimes in the name of “democracy” or “freedom,” when in reality it is probably more about capitalism and natural resources.

Now that I teach ESL, I have come to know many people of the Islamic faith. And getting to know people is one way to quell fears about them as an entire group.

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Me posing with some of my students from Saudi Arabia, Turkey, and Korea.

 

I find the Arabic culture fascinating and some of the tenants of Islam to be admirable, like fasting during the month of Ramadan in order to actually feel real empathy for the plight of the hungry and poor. And the act of praying, or meditating, thinking contemplatively, or whatever you want to do as a spiritual practice, five times a day, well that doesn’t seem like a bad idea either.

Of course, there are some things I disagree with and would like to see change in the Muslim world. But there are also plenty of things I disagree with and would like to see change in the Christian world as well.

The bottom line is that it is our responsibility to get to know people on our own terms and then evaluate them based on the content of their character and not the color of their skin, the god that they pray to, or the people that they love.

Good people are good people wherever you go.

I think Dr. King would want us to remember this truth. It is the good people of the world standing together in unity who have made the changes we enjoy today. And it will be the good people of the world who will continue stand for the changes that will  make the world a even better place for future generations.

And even if some people are not “good,” and they want to hurt others out of anger, fear, or righteous indignation, then it is our job to love them anyway.

Because as MLK said, “Love is the only force capable of turning an enemy into a friend.”

Now that is a statement of truth that should give anyone the chills just imagining the power and magnitude of it.

Let us remember this message of the power of love today,  look for the love in the world, and always make our decisions about people based on the content of their character rather than their color or creed.

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